Regret

I forgot about you so long ago
but now your back with pain to show

i thought it was over, all of the embarrasment
but your just to cruel to try and let me forget

just so ashamed, how humiliating
how sick of you to even do this to me

i feel bamboozled, tricked, and fraud
that while i was so emotional you caught me off gaurd

you made me feel beautiful so i gave in
and to think you claimed to be my friend

you made me do things that i regret
and made it permanent so that i could never forget

as i try to live on and forget the sorrow,
i think todays the same except it's yesterdays tommorow

i replay my life again and again
and try to pin point a hint a hint of what you called a friend.