Just a girl, nothing more.

I'm wearing my sweatshirt
It's my comforter
And My favorite pair of jeans
The only pair that fits just right

I'm the friend,
one of the guys
I'd rather be on the field
Not looking pretty on the sidelines

I know more than you think
And I feel more than I show
My pain isn't just a bruise from the game
It's hurt in my heart and soul

When i talk to them
I wish and dream
Maybe one day
They'll see through my outer edge
And see my real true core

I feel like I'm nothing
and i just brush it all off
But they have no idea
The hurt, The pain, The suffering

Days go by and still i wish
One day their eyes will open
They will see and understand
They will know my real feelings

One day I'll be their hope and dreams
But no longer there
They've waited to long
I'm no longer within reach