Light of ray

It is hard to look for a light of ray
when everything just seems so gray

when the thought of hope vanishes
every passing second

and the idea of possible becomes
impossible

How can I look for something good
when everything around me looks so bad

when the walls are falling and everything becomes
pitch black

to the point that the only way out is to walk
back

and to let go of that hope and let the light that
guides me fade away

because there is a crossroad and I don't know
the way

the way where my inspiration is,

to find that light

and maybe just maybe see a ray break open
through the gray in my life

and once again that the impossible may become
possible

with the hope that the gray vanishes away and with it
my pain, my problems

and that one day the sun will come out and
brightened my day