Ive built a wall around this cold heart
corruption concealed behind my angry eyes
deep inside i have this vengeance
that seeps into my veins
i reach for safety
but all i grasp are broken edges
im filled with shame at who i am
who ive become
razors stained crimson red
slide across my wrist yet again
i sit alone in this dark shadow
hiding my destructive ways as my struggles
poor out of the lines now etched across my wrist
ive shackled myself with each
scarred
scabbed
and freshly cut line
that streaks from left to right
i drown out the sorrow with my zealosity to destroy it
a solitary tear trickles down my cheek
i wipe my cheek
dry my blood
replace my crimson veil with my plastic smiles and
go on about my day
.....but ill be back...
...........soon.
