In My Room

I think of all the times I have spent being alone
I feel nothing and yet I feel something
I sing a song to pass the time
With a trembling voice,
I wish not to cry.

Will my name be forever in your heart?
I don't know what to feel anymore
My room is all I have to get away from reality.
I just lye on my bed and try and forget life,
Just life itself
Where did my emotions go?
Don't know what to say anymore.

I think of all the times I have spent being alone
And what to do I'm crying
I'm still in my room just trying to feel
And yet I'm slowly dying
God, I can't take this
I'm trying so hard to face this
But I keep holding back
Can I just turn back?
Can I just stay away?
Just for one more day?