Cut to deep

Screaming coming from outside my walls,
mommys crying through the halls,
my arms are embracing my head,
so tight trying not to hear,
but i look to my left and see relief is near

setting on my bed crying once more,
hoping no one will walk through my door,
ive created a scene to where i cant hide,
as i quietly push the bloodstained blade to the side

i cant hear nothing now,
my thoughts are spinning around,
i fall into my blood soaked sheets,
i think this time ive finally cut to deep...