Love- Thats it!

A tingle goes up my spine,
My stomach cringes in spite
You're no longer around,
Why should I put up a fight.

I don't want to face the day
Knowing I have to do it alone.
I don't have anyone to look pretty for
My hands feel made of stone.

I want to pretend it doesn't bug me
You don't say I love you anymore
All of it is gone, you're no longer
As obligated as u were before.

I try to raise my voice but its gone
Along with my spirit to laugh and smile.
I want a reason to be happy, but you
Say it takes a while.

That one night was amazing
The night everything was made legit.
You looked me in the eyes
You say I love you.. And that's it.

It's all your fault
I love you too much.
But you blame it on
Such and such.

You should've just left me alone
You should've stayed out of my life.
Because now your gone, I can't move along
Nothing is going right.

It seemed like it would last forever
And I believed it could.
Obviously naivety and I mix too
Well because everyone said it never could.

Guess it's better to have loved and lost
And healing will take a bit.
I'm becoming more accepting everyday
You don't love me anymore is that it?