Why do i try to hold on so tight
to tell myself it will be alright
that i can be happy if i just try
when all that does is make me cry
tears of my heart just flowing through
as each drop goes i think of you
but why do i want to feel so much pain
am i alright or am i insane
sometimes i just feel schizophrenic
because one moment i'm in a panic
then you bring out my other side
the one to which that you confide
all your hopes and all your dreams
but the side of you is never as it seems
you want one life, but can't decide
now you're in the open there's nowhere to hide
am i split, or is it just you
whoever it is should make their debut
should come to stay for all to see
because thats not fair for you or me
which life will be chosen and which be lost
and can either of us deal with the cost
of losing the person we thought we had dear
to have them again in forever and a year.
