Down The Drain & I thought (Put2 Gather)

Down The Drain by Derrick Whiting

Just like the relationship in the past DOWN the DRAIN.......... Down the Drain they go as you thought that female was perfect ummmmmmm.......not. You spend this, you spend that, you spend what your hardly have just to have a good time, and to keep a smile on her face. You do these things to show her that you are not like other Males and that you appreciate her. But she takes your feelings an wipe her a** with them. You say things too her to make her feel happy But she doesn't understand that you are saying these things from your heart. But in your eyes so what.....You already been chopped and screwed............and your relationship Between you and her are down the drain and over. But as you sit back and you think about everything you said to her told her............ How you open up to her when you really didn't want to. You spent time with her more than you were at work. You did things for her that you haven't done for any female. But as you think, and think ......and think more..... What the f#%k I do wrong???????? Nothing, I proved to her that she will never find a man like me.....I proved to her that i don't want to lose this relationship between us......... I basically gave her everything and all I can do is just move on with MY life and hope for the best and Pick my broken heart up as i walk away from this relationship
But as i walk away from this relationship I say to my self
Damn.....I thought wrong once again. I really thought she was the perfect one for me. But once again that turn out to be an lie. I thought she was going to be that female to always make me smile when i am down and up. I thought she was going to always be there for me to guide me threw the darkness i thought she was going to be that female to pick my head up when i am down and be there to give me advice from a female point of view. But that females point of view came from my mother. Thinking that she was more than a friend she turned out to be a friend i wish i never met, never spoke to, never saw, our never open my mouth too! I really thought.........i really thought she was the right one for me. But it turn out to be a dream........a dream i wish i never thought.