Regretted Mistake

Middle of the night, hearing a knock on my window
Opening cautiously and scared half to death
I hear a familiar voice calling me
To hurry up it's cold out here

My eyes finally getting focused
And it was her, my ex-best friend
Locked the window and told her to leave
She insisted that I let her in so we could talk

Deep down, I was already regretting it
But let her in regardless of what happen
Sat in the chair and while she get warmed up
She apologized first thing and I already expected it

Claiming she made the mistake of choosing him
When it was me who was right for her
Before she could finish, I interrupted
Telling her it best she leave now because

You've done enough damage to my heart as is
And put my mind in a state of confusion
Getting up and showing her the way out
She played a dirty trick and kissed me which

Utterly stopped me in my track
She took advantage of my weakness
A weakness to your infamous angelic kiss
And again played games with my mind

Shook it off before she planted another one
This time it hit me hard, I was dazed and charmed
You wrapped your arms around me like a snake
Embracing me hard ensuring I didn't get loose

Goosebumps ran up my spine, my breathing
Getting shallow, trying to get focused, but that seemed
Futile as my heart was falling for you all over again
Tears streaming down my face only to be followed by another

These were no tears of joy
But tears of the pain to come my way
You wouldn't let me go because you lost everything else
Didn't want to lose the only person who really cared

You used to be person that I love
But the moment you chose the other guy that used you
Even though you knew he would, you lost my love for you
And now here you are begging for another chance

The question is should I give you another chance
When I never got one from you?

3:01am
4-12-09