Tonight again its happening
I dont want to tell you
I have no excuse prepared
Pathetic, insecure and scared
Why does this feeling come
I should be left alone
I haunt myself, cause myself this pain
No one should bare it but me
Inside I feel twisting rage
I feel pain and the swell of tears
But I wont cry, no, not like before
Your strong, you can handle yourself
Every breath out the knot inside tightens
Every passing thought that comes up
Leeds me to the draw, where my past is kept
I dont want to go there, not again
Im strong, no one will notice
The feeling will pass, no one will notice
Im just a screwed up mess, no one will notice
No one would notice and you will feel better
