Pain And Tears

What have i done so bad in my life to deserve
heartache everyday
I wish instead of pain and tears we could joke
around and play
You never seem happy anymore like i am not the
one for you
I beat myself up all the time trying to figure
out what to do
I feel like when i talk to you, you don't care to
hear what i have to say
But no matter how many time you've ignored me
for some reason i try anyway
Sometimes i feel like if i would leave its like
handing you your life back on a silver tray
I know it might hurt a little bit at first but
you'll be better in a day
I hate that i always feel this way i never know
what to do or what to say
The way it seems we are not meant to be,even though
i always dreamed together forever you and me
If you still love me at all it doesn't show your
never affection it you never hold me close
You think i am clingy and stuck to you like glue
but what if something happen and never again could i
be with you
Would you feel bad for turning me away never
wanting kisses or hearing what i had to say
Just something to think about next time you
are mad does all that stuff really need to be said
just to make me feel bad

By Angel Young