Lost

I just wanna close my eyes and fall away
Disappear until a better day

Sleep awhile and feel safe
Gaze up into your loving face

Get lost in your eyes
Never to find my way out
Held in your arms so strong and soft
Feel your lips sweetly kiss my head

I need you unlike anything else
You are my Life
My one and only

I wake in Screaming Silence
Feeling the burning of where out skin once touched
The lingering sense of your lips I love so much

I reach to find darkness
Yet trying to hold onto what I once had

I see you walking out the door
I'm running so fast my feet don't touch the floor

I need to tell you of what I have felt
How every time your near
I feel my heart begin to melt

I wonder if I had let my lips say
Those three words that mean so much
If it would have changed what we have become today

Perhaps this chronic dream
Could have been
Actuality