It would need
Cleaning
Scrubbing
Water
Soap
Only if I was alone
Surrounded by people
Masses
Influential masses
Influential masses gaining control
Control over decisions
Control over thoughts
Happiness
No devotion
Would have been
Years ago
Rational thinking
No longer talking
No longer taking a toll
If no one would find me
If no one would look
If no one would notice
Inflicting pain
On someone else
Never
Ever
A goal I set
Only a goal
For myself
Strictly
For myself
The blood
The body
The wounds
The gun
The streets
If no one would look
There would be
No need to
Hide
If no one would find me
It would be easy
No hesitation
No body to
Hide
If no one would notice
I would have done it
And would never again
Be forced to
Hide
The American dream
The ultimate dream
My ultimate dream
Five
Four
Three
Not two
Never one
Breathe
In
Out
In
Never out
Never in
Never again
Bullet
Blood
Breathe
In
Out
In
Never out
Never in
Never again
