Truth "Emotions of a failure"

What a day...
Today was a special moment
It was a celebration that would live on forever
Something we could never forget
Class day...
Awards, Family, Friends, and food too
The whole senior class together in one room
Then there was me...
I don't know why I wanted to see
The gathering of family, friends
I couldn't of brought any of them
See my mom and me were distant
So everyday I pretend she's gone
And my sisters there all scattered
Every time i get them, i never see them for long
My step dad's a bastard
So as you can see I'm only left when none
Oh! well to bad that I missed the day
Guess i don't care, since i won't graduate
Never saw it this way, me falling down
All these years, until I hit the ground
I'm done, useless, finished
Take me as you will, cause it's all you'll get
I failed, and I can't go back
I could never win, and that's just that