What If...

From the very beginning
It was love at first sight
But I knew it couldn't be true
Because you see I'm cursed

Cupid has always been a pest to me
Always playing games making it seem
Like I found someone that I could love
So I got use to it and kept my feelings within

So much that I soon became to be known
As a Nice Guy, the guy girl's love to have
As a friend, a friend that was better than your BFF
But never could be your boy friend...

The thought of me being with a girl
Seemed to be impossible,
But after being with her for so long
I finally got past Cupid's defense

But the thought of being with her
Put my mind and my heart in a pinch
Do I risk our friendship for love,
Which if broken would make things awkward

But what if...what if she has the
Same feelings for me too
It's worth the shot, so I risk everything
And put everything on the table

And play against the House [Cupid]
Meeting up for our usual afternoon lunch
This was my chance to prove my love
And finally be with the one for me

But everything was rigged
There was no way I could be the House
The odds were against me the moment
She brought her boy friend to eat with us

At the very moment, I knew Cupid
Was stringing me around like a puppet
I was never out of his control
So with my heart broken

I thought all the pain would end
As the night ended, she came by
Telling me if only I had expressed my
Feelings sooner...we could have been together

4:30am
6-04-09