I Don't Wanna Be Me....~

I can't decide who i wanna be
I just hate the fact, that i had to be me

I keep choosing the wrong way,
Each chance i had everyday

People can't understand me,
Even the nearest one to me

Telling me to stop this fool,
And act like the girl who have been to school
Have leaned what to do,
And learned how to be cool
In a way that people would respect for sure

Voices keep talking in my head
But i should ignore them for my own good

I'd rather be ugly Betty.. than to be the real me
At least no one would look at me, nor try to talk
I'd be alone living my own world
Which people won't ask me anything
And because of that I don't have to talk

I'd have my own goals far away from people I know
I would rescue myself from people talk everyday
If only I stay away
I'd rather be another girl,but not a girl like me..
That makes me cry everyday I remember
"That i am me..."