Anger and hate

Anger and hate
I'll pick up my pen where i left off
In the darkest hours of this life
Anger fuels the hatred
The loathing your mind
If you opened my chest
A missing heart is what you'd find

Some say it burned into oblivion
Other it's hiding where it feels safe
In misery and insanity
The lonely frozen escape
Don't touch me
Don't love me
Get away from this thing
Once a human

Can you hear the screaming?
And can you hear the silence ringing
The answers to the question
Piercing through your thoughts
A bullet to the brain
A noose around your neck
A stomach laced with drugs
A wrist covered in deep slits
What is the point
For such desperate choices

To join the missing heart
That once steadily beat in your chest?
To finally stop the voices taunting.
"JUST GET IT OVER WITH"
To finally feel something again
That wasn't a burning hate
To be able to just breath instead of scream....

To finally be able to live