Life Remaining

A chill within my soul,
Awakens in my deep,
My thoughts I can't control,
Around they start to creep.

The pain runs to my core,
It burns into my heart,
I wish I couldn't feel,
My soul has been ripped apart.

I need to mend myself,
I feel time is running out,
I'm not strong enough,
Theres just too much self doubt.

The scarcity of life remaining,
Pulls at the tattered shreds of my life,
The pain of existence I know in my soul
Intensifies all of my strife.