Life Death and Resurrection(I miss you)

When I first met you
I was terrified
I was young and hostile
Looking for somewhere to hide

You kick-started my life
You gave me a reason
Not to stumble along
Season to season

Will never forget
Sitting in that perfect tree
Watching the sun fall with you
I'd never been so happy

It blossomed intensely
Reached towards the sky
Red passion flooded
Never thought to ask, "Why?"

I love you so much.

Then you left
With my baby inside
A different me perished too
On that fateful day you died

Suddenly God didn't exist
Only blackness and storms
My heart vanished
An abysmal hollow was born

So began a deep dark spiral
I was slowly steadily slipping away
Didn't know where you were
But wanted to be there anyway

I hated you so much.

Five years of suffering
Five years of desolation
Five years of solely surviving
Every day in desperation

Slowly but surely
I rose from the grave
Remembered your lessons
And again I was saved

I've met someone amazing like you
Never thought I would
But that seed you planted long ago
To this day continues to grow