This smile isnt real

Please tell me what I did
To make u so mad�.
If u hate me it wont hurt me
I have lived through the good and bad

Sometimes though I wonder
Is this all my fault
I just wasn�t good enough
I wasn�t a perfect result

I know I have flaws
Way too many to count
But life goes on
Gota smile and show no doubts

Sometimes its just
So hard not to cry
But I have to bite my lip
Pull my chin up one more time

Ill smile on the outside
All just for you
Just keep in mind though
This smile isn�t always true
30/ 06/2009