Life

Life is worse than I thought.

There are cruel things lurking around every corner
Crueler than that you must face them alone.

This I was not told.

I had the slightest clue I would have to face it alone.
No hands to hold or Friends to guide me
Just me and my wit to rely on.

How overbearing it all is.

I thought I was more full of wit than I actually am.
I over estimated in optimism and learned
The world thrives off of pessimism.

Time to face reality.

I was told there were no limits in this world
Completely utterly fooled!
There are limits, there are walls.

Limited in a huge world.

I feel boxed into a corner in this small world.
As a child I thought it was huge and full
But now it is small and empty.

Now I sit in retrospect.

Alone in my room with the sounds of seclusion
I find it hard to find drive from it all.
Another wasted day and another wasted night.

Life is far worse than I thought.