My mind is throbbing
With thoughts I can't begin to understand,
About the realm of life and loss,
This depression is throwing me under insanity's gripping hand.
I take a step back
Trying to come to terms...trying to reflect.
I breathe in all thats happened the past few years,
Knowing it will be a miracle if I can absorb life's impact.
I fell down and kept falling,
Positive relations were extracted from my life,
I separated from my friends,
Yet befriended my strife.
I lost so many things in such little time,
So I numbed myself in order to be unable to feel.
I didn't want to actually know,
I didn't want anything to be real.
Now I realize just how broken I was,
For love and happiness I constantly yearn.
Along life's path I completely lost myself,
But for now the true me has made a return.
