As the minutes on the clock count towards tomorrow,
I am over taken by tides filled with sorrow.
I was the stupid lamb for thinking this could ever be.
It seems now just a glemour of hope, another distant dream.
I hide the pain i feel inside, wanting to be strong.
Why does it hurt so bad when i felt it was comming all along.
I must be more pathetic than that which i thought.
With it ending like this, for me all hope is lost.
Like a storm of pain i'm over come by the wind.
With no one to share this pain, I keep it all with in.
For the time i sit and wait, waiting till the agony is gone.
Than I will lick my wounds, and set off to be alone.
Is this the path given. one i have had to long await.
It does not matter as it is laid out, I can not go astray.
If there is a plan by the worlds creator.
Than why did i have to go through this painful endeavor?
Why did i want that which seems could never be mine?
Why did I want something I am sure to never find?
Was it all my own delusion? Is this what it's like to create ones own prison.
How can I escape and take it all back, so I could be spared this pain?
But if I could, would i do it agian, having lost all the knowledge i gained?
This is bullshit, if fate exsist than it sucks.
I no longer want to care, so now I just don't give a ****!
