I'm going crazy without you, Lovely. I'm so worried about you... I really hope you're okay. I hate that I'm not able to be there for you right now...
I'm giving up on writing you poems and such because I always find that I'm never really able to fully express how much I miss/worry/care about you... I'm sorry that I can't write for you... I just wasn't blessed with a poets hand. All I can say is that I Love you with all of my heart, and I'm always worrying about you. I pray that you are okay...
I'm in a "pothole" right now, and I would love to hear your voice... I don't know how many times I have picked up the phone to call you when I find out something exciting or when I need your comforting words. I miss you so very much... I miss being a "BHOC." I Love you so much, babe... I wish I could know how you're doing....
