I battle a long series of sleepless nights with thoughts of uncertainty,
Wondering when will I get the feeling of at least back to being happy.
Will I ever feel that fulfillment, or should I have to dwell with my misery
Longer than I should have to, that�¢??s what I keep asking myself lately.
All seems to be untrue, even friends run out of time with you,
My state of mind is as shaky as the global crisis we are going through.
Insecurities are making it hard for me to feel and see life in a positive way,
Running out of hope and trust, that�¢??s the kind of person I have to live day by day.
Then I explore into the world of the unknown, at least for me,
I take chances to spread my wings and cross the unsteady sea to reach out what was out there and be free.
Some interactions, fail as to begin with�¢?�¦doesn�¢??tdoes not was it because I�¢??m not yet ready.
Or maybe I just came unprepared and not really used to this type of reality.
Until one day�¢?�¦out of very unexpected, I came across a person, who I never thought existing,
Someone that will listen understands and merely shares everything that is much of my liking.
Then I finally realized indeed somehow, technology has its share of advantages in our world today.
Make the world indeed small, makes us met a lot of people, well that was just one of the things I can say
But that was far more than what I want to relate�¢?�¦to everyone out there who wants to communicate�¢?�¦
This is not an expression of so much love�¢?�¦saying to the whole word that I finally found my soul mate.
Nor to make a preaching that I have got some sort of miracle that I have now from the internet,
All I ever wanted to say is a INTERNETratitude to the person or people that somehow my source of strength.
A simple thank you won�¢??t do for the time you have given me,
A simple letter of gratitude, cannot replace the feeling of fulfillment you made me feel.
A simple message of I care will not even match the inspiration you sent my path.
All I know is I�¢??m happy enough to say we�¢??re friends and I hope we can be able to make it last.
