A long lost love

I dont know how and yet
i still dont know why
weve known each other for a long time

days, months and even years
and up until now
all i have is this hidden tears

why do i have to suffer this far
when i know
that i will only lose this war

why did you have to choose him?
when you know
that you'll only get hurt because of him

why my beloved why
when my love for you
is real without lie

when will you be mine
when i know
that your love can never be mine...