Why do i have to love when it only hurt this much,
when i know that i will fail as such,
when everything turns upside down,
and now, were breaking-up in town.
why do i love when i know that I'll lose,
so much pain and suffering that i have to choose,
because of this love, giving everything up,
for this stupid heart, for you to give-up,
what have i done to deserve such despair,
when you know that this heart cant be repaired,
You know that i gave all of me to you,
and you've thrown it away just to get through,
what have i done wrong for you to dump me away,
knowing you that much makes me wonder day-by-day,
for these questions that i wonder,
seeking beyond the under.
seeking answers that will make me forget the pain,
answering questions inside my heart during this rain,
i don't know if i can still fight it,
but realizing things, makes me think that its not worth it.
loving someone like you for these years,
breaks my heart and cant control the tears,
for these flashbacks that has gone my head,
makes me feel warned and reserve it as a threat.
for this love that i gave you some much,
is no more than just a stupid act of me as such,
giving my heart, my soul, and everything to you,
makes me believe that I'm just a fool.
this poem is for everyone who felt this sadness,
for you to be warned and not to feel the same loneliness,
for you to understand that all love is not meant to be,
that all feelings does make mistakes
that everything in life has to have what it takes
to become one with this kind of pain
to release ourselves from this slavery of love
to become more aware that sometimes,
it is love that causes us our downfalls,
that sometimes, it is love who wakes us from a dream of happiness...
and turns out to be a nightmare...
this experience was not meant to happen,
for it only brings sad emotions and downfalls,
for this experience brings up everything...
may everyone
search for the right ones
and not for the wrong ones
to love from beyond your knowing
to give a real love...
