I don't know whether I should be happy I found out before I got too attached,
Or if I should be torn to pieces for the happiness I now lack.
Life is a mere dream; you can't predict what will happen,
And sometimes waking up can be your worst nightmare.
When you put your heart and soul into everything you got,
You can bring yourself you realize quite a lot.
I just want to turn the time on life,
Put it all behind with no strife.
Shall we dare to hold onto the past,
When our memories are fading oh so fast?
I can feel my life descending everyday
As I seemingly try to find my way.
I don't want to keep believing in illusions
& the fake essences of this life.
