You'll Never Be There {dedicated to my dad}

You always lied
now you left my side
you were never near when i cried
i swore i could have died

You seem so immature to me
i'm thirteen and you seem the age of three
i wish your words would let me be
one day my pain you will see

You are suppose to be my hero
but to me and my sister you mean zero
all those years you pretended to care
all my feelings with you i will never share

You say i am being unfair
but when i see you all i can do is stare
i pick at my nails and look down at my chair
i know you will never ever be there

You wish you never had a kid
if you could you'd put me up for bid
i am who you want to be rid
these past years out of my heart you have slid

You look like you should still crawl
roll up in a corner and start to bawl
you make even me look tall
but when i see you my heart takes a fall

You are always the problem
never the solution
after a while you will see
you are the lock never the key

You are my one and only dad
these past few years you have been doing pretty sad
my mom is slowly breaking
piece by piece of her heart you are taking

You hate how everything i say is true
but i'm not the one who left
daddy, that was all you