Forever this pain in my heart will remain...

Broken hearts lay stretched across the desert,
Another wave crashes as her heart begins to melt,
Feelings amiss but no place wherein to dwell,
Burning and broken inside - yet emptiness is only felt.

Tears brush along her cheeks day and night,
Memories last too long as true identities within hatred seeps,
Cold, hard feelings awaken from deep inside,
A burning desire to inflict the same pain suddenly creeps.

I gather what all I know but nothing is the same,
The face in the mirror tells of another tale,
Of drifting ocean currents that never could join,
Of another lost whisper that follows another trail.

Could you once ever fathom what it's like to feel,
Your heart breaking every second like a done deal.
You wake up every morning but the pain is never gone,
Before God you lay your complaint in tears as upon your knees you kneel.

A play toy, another girl whom you learnt to deceive,
Another fake show of love cast upon her face with such ease.
Yet she fell for your every word as though to her you would be true,
Yet your ruthlessness never once ceased as you continue to do as you please.

You left her broken and shattered with empty dreams,
Life drifting past but only emptiness can be seen,
Every feeling that kept her alive ceases once more to be,
And yet all of this she could have foreseen.

Caught in your grip she could not tell,
The difference between right and wrong, lies and truth.
Yet you always knew how to feed selfishly amongst the diseased,
Stealing precious memories that built up from her youth.

And yet as she remains silent and oblivious before everything that happens,
Inside these feelings begin to cut and intertwine slowly to grasp,
The old person that once lived vanishes before her eyes,
Every breath be taken with a gasp.

You cast me away like a bad dream,
Never once thinking about what I would feel,
These endless days how I would try and endure,
The torture of your fake love that remains surreal.

Every word but paints a picture perfect art of pain at its best,
Of life that never forgave sins and yet sinners still continue to keep,
Within themselves they are never once punished,
The hurt caused unto others still makes them all weep.

And yet I still plead innocent before your fake love cast,
Thinking I will defend your every action thinking that you were always right,
That it was right for you to break my heart and drown me in empty feelings,
No rest be given - not even in the depths of the night.

Your memories torture me as I try to erase,
What I once felt for you as hatred I allow to consume me,
Remembering how you always made me feel -worthless and condemned to hell,
Disgraced even in the eyes of all who see.

Remember one thing and remember this true,
Before my time is up I will gift you the same pain,
Let you suffer as I once did,
Remember one thing - "forever this pain in my heart will remain...."