Mommy- four years

Its been four years since you been out my life.
four years since i seen your smile,heard your singing,
gave me a hug,shown that you love me.
four long years of tears at nite.
praying to god that one day you just might.
might work harder to see us and be with us here.
not wanting to be alone over there.
get off what your on and get close to your kids.
becouse we love you so much, your the reason we live!
we dont strive for anything else but your life.
to get a home to own so you can live right.
four years of waiting to say i love you to your face.
to come sooner....sooner than one day.:(