My wants

You didn't even know the half of it. but i guess ill tell you a fifth.

i want to scream in the rain asking for a new face.

i want to hold myself until the scars on my body fade away. 

i want some guy to let me know he loves me and holds me until i go to sleep.

i want my friends(even the ones i hardly speak to)to understand that im also I'm suffering.

i want break free of satans hold on my nightmares. 

i want to be able to breath under water.

i want to see the world instead of the western states of america.

i want my voice to be heard.

i want to see my loved ones finally.

i want to see my best friend Sammies heart beating.

i want to have my grandma victoria tuck me in every night

i dont want to have a life that leavdinte out.

i dont want a life where my thoughtsdidn't my own worst enemy.

i dont want...