I did this all for you...

I want you back
I hate myself when your not around
I can't stop shaking
And my heart won't stop racing

I feel worse and worse everyday
When will this pain go away?
I know you want her
Instead of me

Maybe life isn't ment to be
Maybe i should give in
I hate how your not here
I hate it when your not near

I've had feelings for you for so long
I don't think they will ever be gone
Its a hopeless wish that will not be granted
A down hill life that will not be slanted

A rusty razor blade
Screams out my name
Maybe i should do us all a favor
And just slip away

I pick up my old knife
I haven't seen it in a long time
But then i lost you
And its the only familar thing i knew

I can't look anybody in the eye
Without wishing it was you
I know you won't be back
And i know you will never miss me

If i died tomarrow
I wonder if you would miss me
And know it was because of you
Or would you think it was an accident

Well i just want you to know
I loved you
I missed you
And i did this all for you