I'm starting to lose all hope
This can't be again
I actually can't believe this
I end up in the same place I've been
Seems only half the time
I find comfort in the rain
It seems to wash it all away
My feelings, thoughts, & pain
Holding myself together
While my body tumbles
Seems to be such a battle
Bit by bit I crumble
Shutting my eyes tight
While my memory's flicker through
Their all going fast
Two by two by two
I tell myself many times
You can fight this horrible chapter
But it never turns out planned
Its not turning into a rapture
Holding on to the stars
For my guide around these pages
But can I keep going on?
Through these fits & rages
So I wonder can anyone actually help
If I even can't help me
Because it just seems to get worse
Love & care no longer can I believe
& suffer & pain has been achieved!
