To write love on her arms </3

Pick it up , Hold it tight in my right hand , Take a deep breath out and slowly let one tear fall down. I squeeze my eyes shut as i pull it across my wrists, I moan from the pain, but its far less painful then what i feel inside. I watch the blood slowly drip out, another tear fell, i look at my self in the mirror , at all my imperfections and i push it down harder now. I think about how my parent treat me , and I push harder , I think about my friend and how they treat me, and again I push harder, and I think about how you don't love me , and i push my hardest, the blood is now racing out. I'm so Sorry that I cut , but can you blame me?