Just About To Blow

My life is slowly losing it's meaning
I'm lost and don't know where to go
Insanity is coming up on me so quickly
Please don't test me, I'm just about to blow.

The weight of the world is crushing me
Everything is finally starting to catch up
So pass me the bag of Marijuana and pills
Hand me a bottle of Jose.. and fill up my cup.

I'm drowning in all of my insecurities
There's a new one every day.
No matter what I seem to do
This feeling is here to stay.

Depression has finally taken over
There's no turning back now
It's only a matter of time
Before I take my last bow.

The razor has never looked so good
It's so hard to fight the temptation
One more time won't hurt right?
A fresh line of blood, oh what a sensation.

My heart is being ripped apart at the seems
It's time to grab the needle and thread
No more playing with my emotions
These games must come to an end.

The dreams have turned to nightmares
The truths have turned to lies
Don't tell me you know what I'm going through
Unless you've looked through my eyes.

The weight of the world is crushing me
Everything is finally starting to catch up
So pass me the bag of Marijuana and pills
Hand me a bottle of Jose.. and fill up my cup.

My life is slowly losing it's meaning
I'm lost and don't know where to go
Insanity is coming up on me so quickly
Please don't test me, I'm just about to blow.