Psychopath thought

Am drugged , i know am psychopathic
am here , wherever my mind goes

my vision is so shallow
my thoughts in depth below

it wasn't you that night
these are not your words

we were stoned on the shore
we were playing Russian roulette

most probably it wasn't my fault
am not yet awake to who loss

i might be the winner
but wish i can undo the trigger

i can't live with this fear forever
we can't be again all together

here i lay, lost in my needs
there i,ll say my last goodbye, while my wrist bleed