Grandma My Angel

So today i say goodbye grandma
its hard enough as it is
im sitting here thinking
why am i feeling like this

the coffin comes in the doors
and everyone stands
i resist the urge to touch it
with my bare hands

then we are seated
and i start to cry
to think this is the last time
i'll get to say goodbye

i remember
how much you loved your sweets
never eating much for dinner
but always room for treats

you were special to me
and ill always hold your memory close
and as i sit here writing i start to cry
cause this is my final note.

i thought i would write this my [great] grandma's funeral was today. my brother and 2 of my cousins read. and i knew i should hav asked before. because my grandma and i have always had a special connection over everyone else at family gatherings me and her would sit there and talk for hours and even after she got dimentia and didnt remember her own children she still remembered me. thats why i feel she was so special. 84 years old and she never went grey.
i love you grandma my angel