A Demon's Life

A pool of blood
A bullet in my head
My body in a bag
Everyone knew I was dead
Looking around watching my parents cry
I knew I made a huge mistake
I knew I had died
I get to be in hell right now
Im worse than I was before
I wish I never loaded that gun
Lying dead on my bathroom floor
This just doesn't me happy
Hell, you think in would
This just doesn't make me smile
Id change it if I could
But thats the price of dying
I guess I made up my mind
What can I do now?
I left everything behind