Waking Up

by VeinsofHate   Oct 20, 2009


I'm trying to fix my life
I'm trying to become well
I'm trying to find happiness
Instead of burning in hell
I'm not really suicidal
At least not anymore
I was just so close to death
I almost closed the door
I still want to kill myself
But that dream will never come
I don’t have any guts to hold up a gun
Shh! Quiet my love, everything is fine
Everything is all right now
I’m not losing my mind
Shh! please
Please let me rest
Ive had a hard 2 years
And I know I did my best

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  • 14 years ago

    by Stephanie Michelle

    "I was just so close to death
    I almost closed the door " - I really love these two lines. They stand out to me..

    I'm sorry you're having to go through this but it's good that you're brave enough to make it through.

    5/5

  • 14 years ago

    by Em

    A true story of hope in awonderful new life, sort of. You're braver than most. 5/5, Em

  • 14 years ago

    by MeganLeigh

    I feel like this every day. Beautiful.

  • 14 years ago

    by Brittany Klein

    Ok....this is a Really goood poem....i can relate to it ALOT..lol..if you ever need some one to chat with that is in the same boat as you im always here....5/5
    Always..Brittany O.

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