No Excuse For Abuse (Part 1)

I've taken your hits for 2 years.
I can't take it anymore.
I cannot hold the pain in anymore.
I loved you so much, but I guess it wasn't enough.
I tried my best to hide my tears. Little did I know, you'd find me crying & hit me across the face.
After that hit, I cried even more.
But that just caused another blow to my stomach.
That hit caused me to gasp for air. You walked away, afraid someone might see.
How stupid I was to let it go on.
I could've told someone, exactly what was happening.
I kept quiet, afraid I'll get hit again.
But how great it was for someone to see.
My friend held me close, wiping my tears.
Picked me up & walked me to the bathroom.
I cried to my dear friend, saying not to tell anyone.
He refused, but I cried silently.
You told me you'd make a deal with me.
I said okay & asked for what you wanted.
He came closer to me, ~I want you to never let him hurt you. You don't deserve it!~
I cried more and whimpered, ~Just let it go! I do deserve it!~
Then I ran outside, and you came after me.
Then out of no where, my boyfriend came.
Saw me with my friend, and grabbed my arm tightly.
Pulled me away from my dear friend.
I looked back at him, tears burning my eyes.
Whispered, ~I'm sorry,~ and faded away.
My boyfriend led me to the back, where no one would see.
I told him I loved him & he said, ~Not yet you don't.~
I looked conused, thinking of what he meant.
Only seconds later, I found out exactly what he meant.
He kissed me everywhere, and a tear slid down my cheek.
I knew I was going to happen next.
I cried more, as you took my clothes off.
Yet again, I let him control me & let him do what he pleased.
As he was doing this, I cried silently.
Then he stuck it in me, making me groan in pain.
He did me hard and made me cry.
As it came out, i sighed relief.
Thinking it was over.
I thought wrong, as he turned me around and put it in again.
I cried more and still let him do this.
This went on for a few minutes.