There is always a reason

by EEG   Oct 29, 2009


My heart is steadily breaking,
From all of this confusion and disbelief.
How do you just stop everything?
And leave me here alone to deal with the grief.

I feel like there's so much to say.
And that your honesty only goes so far.
There is ALWAYS a reason for everything,
I feel like I don't even know who you are.

I've tried, I've begged,
I've prayed, I've pleaded.
But still you shut me out,
And I feel completely defeated.

You act like you don't even care,
Your life just goes on.
My world feels like it stopped,
All my future dreams...gone.

I don't know where to go from here,
Nothing is final but I feel in my heart,
That you are the one who is changing,
And you want a life that doesn't include my part.

What about all of your promises?
What about the future I had dreamed?
What about you saying you'd love me forever?
I guess this wasn't as good as it seemed.

I really feel you know what you want,
And the truth is...I give in.
My intuition points in a direction,
To which I don't think I can win.

It hurts to see you carry on,
And be immersed in this new life you have grown.
I feel used and taken advantage of,
Like I was just a stepping stone.

You don't understand me,
And I definitely don't understand you.
You're always at a loss for words,
But it's your actions that speak it all for you.

You didn't support me when I needed you most,
You turned your back and walked away.
Your love for me stumbled,
And all I know is that's not ok.

A new life, new friends, a new job.
And I fade to the back again.
I hope you find what makes you happy,
Because I may not be there in the end.

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  • 14 years ago

    by saralyn

    This is a very nice poem. and i know how you feel. keep writing :)

  • 14 years ago

    by EEG

    Thanks for your opinion but i wasnt looking for a critique...

  • 14 years ago

    by The Queen

    This is well a well penned one...I loved the intense emotions behind this piece..However i think it was written in a long way that some of the words are unnecessary...There are some parts where rhyming are forced..This is just my opinion and was trying if i could help.