Halloween wil finally be OKAY

It's my five year anniversary of the night that event took place.
The night where they took turns, a night I no longer want to face.
This will be the year I forgive them and overcome...
...the night when they all raped me the night my life became numb.
It's hard to look at guys or even to walk down the street.
It's hard to give eye contact I only want to look down at my feet.
But no longer will I give them that power of controlling my every move
I will forgive and forget the night of when they had to prove...
... prove to all their friends that they could make me scream,
make me cry, beg for them to stop or even make me bleed.
It's my turn to forgive them, and to forget that night
It's my turn to take control to turn away and make things right.