How my heart breaks for you-
Your family-
And friends.
Their is such pain,
Such sorrow,
Such confusion in every ones eyes.
You have left them with so many unanswered questions,
What were you thinking?
I know that if you new that you would be causing so much pain to those you left behind-
You would have never done this.
Thats how I know how dark your world must have been.
I have to wonder-
What was going through your head?
Did you feel like you were unloved?
Did you think that you were all alone in this world?
Were you blaming yourself for things that were beyond your control,
Or was it just a combination of things?
I am so sorry that you were living in such a dark world!
I wish I would of known.
I wish I could of helped.
I hope you are up above looking down on your family and friends-
And knowing now how much you were really loved.
I know that you are finally truely happy-
and at peace.
