Never Meant

I never meant to love you
i never meant to care
i never meant to live my life wishing you were there
i never meant to wonder where you were or what you'd do
i still do it, i cant help it, because I'm in love with you

I never meant for you to catch my eye
i never meant for you to be that guy
i never meant to fall for you this fast
i never meant for our love to last

i never meant to feel this way
i never meant to think about you each and everyday
i never meant to go sleepless every night
i never meant to cause that fight

i never meant to make you mad
i never meant to make both of us sad
i never meant for us not to talk
i never meant to tell you exactly what i thought

i never meant to say what i said
i never meant for that to come out of my head
i never meant for you to take it that way
i never expected that to be what you had to say

i never expected those words you said to have come out
i never meant for you to shout
i never meant to hear those words
i never meant to remember what i actually heard

i never meant for you to do what you did
i never meant for you to act like a little kid
i never meant for you to make that decision
i never meant for you to have planned your incision

i never meant for you to break my heart
i never meant for this to break me apart
i never meant for it to be this hard to track
i never meant to not want you back

i never meant to feel this way
i never meant for you not being involved with me everyday
i never meant you to be the one I'd never miss
i never meant for my life to go on, without you, in perfect bliss

i never meant for me to never again be seen
but I'll tell you exactly what i did mean
i meant to be with you, as happy as we had been once upon a time
i never meant for us to live a short time together, where everything was as peaceful as hearing a wind chime

i never meant for us to fall in love the way we did
i never meant to be so absent minded
i never meant to open my eyes and see
i never meant for you to do exactly what you did to me

i never meant for that to have ever happened
i never meant for a box to be what i was trapped in
i never meant to live my life by the phrase "it all depends"
i never meant to tell you that this is where it all ends

i never meant to love you
i never meant to care
i never meant to live my life wishing you were there
i never meant to wonder where you were or what you'd do
i still do it, i cant help it, because I'm in love with you