19th november suicide

Wish i can hurt my self
so i can feel how they feel when they hurt me

wish i can be a man to cry
why i damn have to hide it ll

fire and knifes in my chest
loudness of the silence presure in my brain

they made that loser
and now they are trying to break he's heart

sure i,v always been blind
cause i couldn't see those tears

maybe they were too invisible
so even a senstive heart couldn't realize

the midnight overdose of pain
suicide under november rain