Alone in the darkness, with no where to turn. I found myself in a large puddle of pain, where I almost felt as if I had no real gain in understanding why the most hurtful and uncanny things were happening to me.I ask the lord day in and day out why do good people experience bad things? I thought going through life doing good by others will help me achieve the self esteem that I need to become a real human being. I lost my soul, I lost my thoughts. When will my time to shine come, after all I have been the one behind closed doors with no where to rehearse for my success. Can someone help me before I completely loose my mind. I need a sign from someplace telling me that I will make it and that everything will be OK, but for now all I can do is just BELIEVE.
