What did I do? Was I not adorable enough? Did I not pass your standards? Those are some of the questions that I wish that I can one day get answers to. What would make a father leave his children behind and not care about their whereabouts.. I was 2 years old when he left us. Everyday I think about what my life could have been if I had a stand up kind of man in my life to guide me. to protect me. To empower me, and to help raise the wonderful woman that I eventually grew up to be without part of my seed that helped conceive. But hes no where to be found. My heart hurts everyday thinking about the ways in which things could have changed. I love my dad even though I don't know him. I want to find him. i want to see what he looks like . I want to see me. From the co-parts sung by Kanye but with my mixed version. In the night I hear them talk, the coldest story ever told, Somewhere far along this road I lost my soul, To a father so Fatherless.
