Sunshine before the rain

They say you never know what you have till it's gone
That saying has been in my head for far too long
I've been gone for 2 months and I've realized what I lost
Was my heart, my emotions, my feelings were all crisscrossed

The clouds were so dark, a storm was rolling in
Ready, prepared, I knew depressing emotions would begin
But alas, it stopped; they say the weather always changes patterns
Now my feelings are nervous and my tummy starts to churn

You walked into my life, it was magical I'd say
I felt it that instant, when you looked at me that way
Winking and smiling, it was enough to knock me off my seat
Weak in the knees, I stammered, barely able to stand on my two feet

As if the sky has shown mercy on me, the sun I was looking for
Peeked through the clouds, shined right at my front door
My heart has healed, my emotions finally stable
I want you to give me all of you, if you are capable

I was ready for the rain, for the hard time I was going through
Quickly, it left on the day that I met you
You've kept me smiling this whole time, why would I let that go?
You're everything to me already, I just want you to know